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Current Mood: shitty
Current Music: Somewhat Damaged - NIN

lost my faith in everything

lick around divine debris, taste the wealth of hate in me

shedding skin, succumb, defeat

this machine is obsolete

made the choice to go away

drink the fountain of decay

tear a hole, exquisite red

fuck the rest and stab it dead

broken, bruised, forgotten, sore

too fucked up to care anymore

poisoned to my rotten core, too fucked up to care anymore

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in the back, off the side and far away

is a place where i hide, where i stay

tried to say, tried to ask, i needed to

all alone, by myself, where were you?

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Location: My room :v
Current Music: Gave Up - Nine Inch Nails

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i tried, i gave up

covered in hope and vaseline, still cannot fix this broken machine

watching the hole, used to be mine

just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline of the trust i will betray

give it to me, i’d throw it away

after everything i’ve done, i hate myself for what i’ve become

Current Mood: depressed
Current Location: room
Current Music: Down in It - NIN

i was up above it

i used to be so big and strong, i used to know my right from wrong

i used to never be afraid

i used to be somebody

i used to have something inside, now just this hole thats open wide

i used to want it all

i used to be somebody

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Location: my room
Current Music: Falling Away From Me - Korn

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Moms being a bitch again -_-

Current Mood: excited
Current Location: car
Current Music: March of the Pigs - Nine Inch Nails

OMGYAY flail

Going to a trampoline park later today… whoot ^_^

Current Mood: crazy
Current Location: My room
Current Music: Stitches - Orgy

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intro

Observe. [veryshortintrolmaosorrywillupd8soon]

☣︎ Subject name ; Tobias

☣︎ The Day of the Rot ; the first of may, 2012 * thirteen years ago.

☣︎ Subject Status ; Somewhat damaged.

*Should probably clarify that “The Day of the Rot” is just my birthday and i call it that just to sound edgy

Current Mood: lazy
Current Location: somewhere in texas
Current Music: Sway - Coal Chamber

testing

*taps mic* testing testing…. Is this thing working? *skitters away nervously*